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Crack and Fall  

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Have you ever felt that your heart is hurt. It's not caused of you just break up or something like that. Your heart is hurt for the reason that you even don't know. You feel like fall. Fall like leafs. You want to hold the tears. But you can't. Though you success to hold but it just makes your heart more hurt.

sniff...

Today  

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Actually, I just wanted to buy a business textbook for my brother when my eyes unintentionaly caught two books --which made my heart said "I have to buy them too.. Have to!"-- The Golden Compass by Philip Pullman and A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini.

I just couldn't controlled myself at that time. I promised to myself not to buy books while I still have some books pending to read. Huhu...

Apa Kabar?  

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Subhanallah.... Sudah lama juga ya Saya gak meng-update blog Saya ini... Well, sebenarnya Saya kepengiiiiin banget posting tentang banyak hal kemarin-kemarin itu, tapi ya itu, gak tahu kenapa rasanya stucked aja, gak tahu harus mulai dari mana ceritanya. Padahal, kalau mau nulis kan nulis aja, ya... gak usah pakai fikir-fikir dulu. Setelah semuanya dituangkan, baru deh di edit. Tapi ya itu, kemarin-kemarin itu plus males juga. I was fully concentrated with my work. Bulan ini
tuh bulannya lembur deh.

Tapi, alhamdulillah, apapun, apabila dikerjakan dengan niat yang baik, hati yang tulus, dan team work yang kuat, gak akan ada yang sia-sia dan buat hati hati jadi be-te, inshaAllah.

Dalam rangka akhir tahun ini, seperti biasa, anak-anak CMO (Channel Maintenance Officer) punya event. Mereka buat posko akhir tahun di Gadog, Bogor. Kemarin itu hari pertama posko bukan. CSR (Customer Service Officer) yang kebagian jaga di hari pertama itu Saya dan Mba Dhita, plus Adon, cashier.

Karena kemarin itu hari pertama, jadi belum begitu rame. Kita malah banyak makan, ngobrol, plus tidur-tidurannya! Hahahaha.... Foto-foto juga. Sampe security; Pak Sumadi dan si Mbah (Saya lupa nama asli nya si Mbah siapa, huhuhu... Maaf ya, Mbah) gak ketinggalan pengin di foto juga.

Eid Mubarak  

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Eid Mubarak everyone.... I say this from the depth of my heart... from Tea With Tie....

Waiting...  

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Now Im at Pramita diagnostic center, Jakarta. I have medical check-up test for Indosat today. Yeaa, Im one step closer to work in my dream company.
Please make dua for me so everything's gonna be okay.. Nothing's happen with my health, ameen.

I Saw You There  

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I saw you there
I thought you were close
then I tried to reach for you
but then you turned to something cryptic

I heard the cuckoo sang a lullaby
it was a weird one
I held my tears
but I found no peace

I saw you there
with that happy face
you were the limelight
while I was a lame joke

I saw you there
in a muddle mind

Aku dan Waktu  

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Sampai batas waktu
ku tak yakin lagi waktu memiliki jiwa dan hati
meranggas keyakinan ku kini
goyah kurasa cintaku ini

Ruangku dipenuhi harap
bertahan ku mendayung di tengah gelora
aku tersenyum pada waktu
berharap ia memberi cahaya itu

Aku sadar
ku tak mampu memenuhi langit kita dengan bintang terakhir
mungkin kau bisa menunggu
tapi aku...

Karena waktu tak memiliki hati
ia terus berjalan
gundah gulana ku
air mata ku
penantian ku
waktu tak peduli
ia kan terus berjalan
berlalu membuat semua menjadi sejarah

Aku
pada sisi lain dinding kelam
melukis cahaya
menggunakan cat air warna kelabu


copyright (c) Tie 2007

Ceritanya  

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"Mamaaaaaaaaaa...!!!"

Kamu terbangun tiba-tiba dari tidurmu yang lelap karena mimpi buruk.
Entah apa itu mimpi buruknya yang pasti saking buruknya kamu gak mau
untuk mengingatnya lagi.

Peluh bercucuran dan nafasmu tidak teratur. Dalam kegelapan ruang
kamarmu kamu menoleh ke kanan dan ke kiri tanpa kamu tahu pasti apa
yang kamu cari. Tiba-tiba saja tatapan mu terhenti pada satu objek.
Matamu terbelakak dan jantung mu seolah berhenti berdetak.

Objek yang membuat tampangmu horor seperti itu adalah jam dinding. Ya,
jam dinding berbentuk bulat sempurna dan berwarna marun. Jarumnya
menunjukkan pukul lima lewat sedikit.

Setelah susah payah berusaha, akhirnya kamu dapat menelan ludah dan
perlahan, dengan suara yang bergetar tak percaya, kamu berkata

"Astagfirullahaladzim... S-sudah le..wat... wak, waktu s-s-sahur....nya...h..."

sniff...

Tanya Kenapa???  

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Reading The Holy Quran

  1. Menahan lisan untuk tidak membicarakan hal-hal yang tidak baik.... Kenapa harus dilakukan saat Ramadan saja?
  2. Belajar untuk bersabar dan tidak cepat emosian.... Kenapa harus dilakukan pada saat Rama
  3. Rajin baca Quran.... Kenapa harus dilakukan saat bulan Ramadan saja?
  4. dan saja?
  5. Belajar untuk ikhlas.... Kenapa harus dilakukan pada saat Ramadan saja?
  6. Tidak terlalu sering online.... Kenapa harus dilakukan pada saat Ramadan saja?

Ya, keenam (bisa lebih) poin di atas kenapa gencar banget kita lakukan pada saat Ramadan saja???



Dream In The Clouds  

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O Allah, I seek refuge in You from anxiety and grief, from inability and laziness, from avarice and cowardice, from being engrossed by debt and from being overpowered by men
"Allah is sufficient for us, and He is the best disposer of affairs (for us)"
[An-Nisa (The Women); 4:81]
I received a text which contained the dua and the words of wisdom from The Quran, this morning. It was from my Thai Sis, Fatema. I was so surprised! Why? Because I felt I really needed that dua. Really really needed.
My mood was up and down lately. Once I could solved the-myself-problem then in the end I would be an unmotivated person in the world. Felt like my hands are too small to reach my goals. I don't want to be a desperate person. Really don't want. While I have The Ones that I know for sure they love me and always ready to give me support.
I don't want these words come straight from my mouth:
"OK, you win!"
or
"OK, I am nothing really"
I don't want to stop hoping. I don't want to stop all the efforts that I've been doing lately. No, I don't want to feel that I'm nothing anymore.








In Love  

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I'm in love wit her, her, her, him, him, him, her, him ,her, him, her, him....

Againnnnn...  

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No need To take along time again to post something here, LOL. Ok, I want to share the books I read from January 2007 to September 2007... Some books actually and most of them are Indonesian books...

While this ones I read again again and again...

Im back!  

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Helew, helew... It's been along time I didn't post here hehe...
Everything was going okay, alhamdulillah I can meet Ramadan again..
The Holy month.. Ramadan mubarak everyone!

Enuf for today (watta short entry, ah? ) I'll come again late at night
tonight or tomorrow, inshaAllah :)