Do want to blogging tapiii... I'll post smua-muanya hari Senin malam,
inshaAllah, bila Allah mengizinkan. If Senin ga terlalu hectic ya aku
post Senin malam, kalau ga ya Selasa.. If Selasa ga bisa juga ya
Rabu.. Ya gitu lah. Tapi yg pasti, aku bloggingnya malam, itu pun
kalau ga bawa kerjaan kantor ke rumah. Hehehe..

Nite nite.. =)

Really, I dont feel I have objectives in my life. Ever been in this
kind of situation before but I forget what does it feel before.. I
forget how could I handle the situation and could through savely.. In
fact Im still exist and health, alhamdulillah. But the worst situation
is now attack me again. Im perfectly sad and totally dont have any
idea what to do. Sometimes I feel that Im weak, just like now. Really
weak as I feel dont know what to do and lost motivation.

Sometimes, I want to hide from the dearest. Run away from him. You
know, in this situation like this I feel sooo ashamed to meet even to
talk by phone to the great people such as him and my best friends.
Especially the dearest, I do ashamed to talk bout this again to him.
He says it's fine. That's what one of the uses of his existing in my
life. But, I cant! One of my bestfriend has just sent me text. She
said that I should apply to Ernst & Young as a junior auditor. light!
But it starts a new thing to be contemplated by me again. Argh, what
happened with me actually?! What a heck! Seems I cannot read and
understand what my logic's saying.

Astagfirullah...

Assalamualaikum..

Phew, I just arrived at home. Tired! Hot outside. Tho the workshop
just until 12, but it seems that it took for hours longer than that.

No proper post today...maybe. I dont know later. I want to take a nap
for sure. Hope will be better later...

Really wanna see the firework with the dearest.. But I cant. He still
can see, while I? Aahh.. C'mon.. It's in Brunei!

Sigh...

Im wondering...

Have you ever been wondering about something?

50-50 situation...

You sure you got that thing in your hand, but in the other hand you
feel that you havent that thing.

This is not about the thingy called love tho.

I cant think and cant get up from my bed. My thighs are feel so hurt.
From Saturday and Sunday yesterday I attended sharia banking workshop
and had to sit from 8am until 5.30pm.

hhh..

Sigh..

faint..

Alhamdulillah, makasih :)