Air wudhu telah membasuh bersih diri mu
Bercengkrama dalam khusuk dengan Sang Kekasih
Sebelum kau tidur

Doa kau panjatkan dalam kepasrahan
Di bawah keremangan malam
Angin pun turut berdesau.. ikut terhanyut dalam untain dzikir mu pada Nya
Sebelum kau tidur
Kedua matamu menatap kubah raksasa yg benderang
Dewi malam mulai menanjak perlahan
bersama dengan dayang-dayang yang berkerlap-kerlip genit
menyinari bumi dengan cahaya keperakan
mata mu basah
tak henti kau menyebut nama-nama agung milik-Nya
selalu kau lakukan setiap malam
sebelum kau tidur

Tubuh mu kau baringkan di peraduan
Kau terdiam lalu bergumam penuh kepasrahan
"Dengan nama-Mu ya Allah aku hidup dan dengan nama-Mu aku mati*"
selalu kau ucapkan
sebelum kau tidur

*Doa sebelum tidur [Hr. Bukhari dan Muslim]

Salaam..

Alhamdulillah, Im officially a teacher now in the private school which
(this school) known as a multiple intelligences school. Actually, I
was applied for admin. possition. But something surprising happened in
the last test of the position. It should be an interview but for me it
was kinda a brain storming!

They like the bulletin school that I made. They appreciate the
contents (poem and short story) of the bulletin that were made by me.
From there, the conversation led them to know what's in me.

"You are talented in writing! Why you applied for an admin? You will
do better and your talent will develop if you work as a teacher.
Indonesian language teacher"

I was speechless. Didnt know what to say.

"But my background is economy and I never take teaching class nor have
teaching experience before" I replied finally.

"Do you know, that most of the teachers here dont have teaching either
educational teaching background? We dont make that as the requirement.
All that we need is a high quality teacher who has ability, talent,
and passion in transfering the the ATP that he/she has to the
students"

Speechless. His words touched me.

"How if offering you an Indon. lang. teacher position? Im serious with
the offer"

Immediately, soo many happenings which happened to me lately,
scattering inside my head. Until finally I said 'yes'.

Why?

Because I think this is HIS answer for all my prayers related with the
career. MashaAllah, I lately realized that He made evrythng so easy.
HE knows what I really want. HE knows in what kind of work and
situation I can developing both of my career and my personal
abilities. HE is the one and only who really knows what we human being
dont know.

I fall in love with the school at the first time I entered the gate. I
do thankful to HIM coz I meet people who can see what's in me and
understand me.

Going to start teaching on Monday. And as the new teacher, I teach
'the special students with the special treatment' (autis and
hyperactive children). The school accepts that kind of children too.

The other thing I love from this school is, they believe that every
kid is bright tho they bright in different scopes. They acknowledge
that there are seven kinds of intelegences:
kecerdasan linguistik
kecerdasan logis-matematis
kecerdasan spasial
kecerdasan musikal
kecerdasan kinestetik
kecerdasan interpersonal
kecerdasan intrapersonal.

MashaAllah...

There is no one who was born to be a stupid person.

Ya Allah..
inikah jawab Mu atas doa-doaku?
inikah tempatku, tempat ku seharusnya berada

Ya Allah..
Betapa wajah-wajah polos itu menyambutku hangat
bagai mentari pagi menghangatkan bumi
betapa sorot mata mereka meneduhkan hatiku
seperti pohon rindang yang menaungi musafir yang kepayahan

Celoteh riang mereka mengingatkanku pada gemintang
genit
ramai
lucu
penuh warna

Suara mereka menyegarkan
berlagu bagai riak-riak tawa anak sungai

Allah..
inikah jawaban Mu?

Sesungguhnya, ku serahkan semua pada Mu

Salaam...

Whoa, Im back! I wasnt going anywhere actually, I still (seldom) look
after this blog while 'busy' with another blog. LOL.

Anyway, I do miss blogging here. I think Im goin to make some touches
again, I dont think to change the theme tho.

No proper post today.. I dont know later if I change my mind. Ew, I
dont feel like blogging. So many stories inside my head that I want to
share, but have to keep them for a while.

Well, Ok.. For this one I want to tell that I met my old friend,
Shareefa and Adhiya, a few days ago. Happy happy happy..! Both are
Gigi's cousins-Gigi is my best friend too. She is a Mama now. Miss her
so much. Dont meet her again since she moved to UK 3 years ago, sniff.

Adhiya now is a hijabi (alhamdulillah..) We had a good time. Spent the
day at Botani Square; chatting and eating at Pizza Pizzas, bought some
books at Gramedia, chatting and eating at Mr Bakso, then went to Dunia
Kerudung, Adhiya bought jilbab/veils there.

I couldnt stop cast a glance at her. Im happy coz that tomboy cutie
girl now is a hijabi. Alhamdulillah He gave her hidayah.

You know, I felt like ABG (Anak Baru Gede) again at that day.. I know
they felt the same way too. Obviously seen when Shareefa told me and
Adhiya,

"Gee, I dont think Im 25! We did this when you both were in a senior
high school!"

Hhh.. Shareefa acted like a 'mom' again! ("Not mom, but nanny!" said
Adhiya. Hahaha..)

Tho we were not going to the same school and have different age too
(Shareefa is two years elder than me and Adhiya)

Somehow, we felt empty coz Gigi wasnt there with us. She's busy with
her postgraduate days in the university plus her obligation as a wife
and a mother of cute little boy named Salman.

Salute to Gigi, coz in her young age she can do the duties as a
student, a wife, and a mother. Hope Allah always gives her and her
little family, strength for facing this life. Ameen..

Shareefa and Adhiya will go back again to Germany this Thursday, insha
Allah. We plan to meet up again before they go.

Sigh.. I'll be 'alone' again. Feels like just yesterday I still had
my best trustworthy friends: Coky, Ojie, Uuth, Salmah, Shareefa, Gigi,
and Adhiya. But the reality slapped me that we are now have a life of
our own.

That's life yaa..

Ok, Im stop blabbing now hahaha..

Welcomeback to meeee..! :D

Alhamdulillah, makasih :)

Salaam...

Ahem, i have a new blog. Just visit my humble page and read my posts LOL.